My green girl.

When I set up my blog a couple of days ago, I was perusing the different page designs and this green girl kept calling to me. She looks so young and carefree, like I used to look.  The thing is, even though I don’t look that way anymore, such that when I look in the mirror, I am like, “who is that person??!!” on the inside I still feel that way. I guess that’s why it’s so shocking when I do look in the mirror and think for a brief second that isn’t me I am much younger than that! And then reality strikes and laughs at me and says “oh yea, baby, that’s you” and my heart sinks. But only for an instant

What am I doing?

I have NO idea what I am doing here!! I don’t know anything about websites or how to set them up or even what a widget is but I am drawn to this blogging thing. Wow. I can’t believe I have a blog. My children will never let me hear the end of it so I guess I won’t tell them. It’s just me and the infinite world of the web. I feel so independent. I have had children for so long I have forgotten what it is like to just be me.  Even though when it was just me I didn’t like who I was being, that was so long ago and I was so young and foolish, very foolish. But now I like who the Just Me is. No longer as foolish. Well, this is kinda fun, but I don’t know how often I can keep up with it but I will try.